05.25.09
I hold you close to me
I release you to be so free
Because I am in you
and you are in me…
Kalyanamitra,
I celebrate all the ways and infinite possibilities
that are part of your being, part of your Homecoming…
I honor the vividness, boldness and brightness of being
that is your Vision, a powerful, lively and noble way of
seeing deeply, living fully and honestly with Life.
We are here, both breathing, and
intentionally creating a praktis where
each moment, each act in this historical-material dimension
is aligned to cultivating conditions and connection that reflect the Ultimate, Awakened, Eternal part of ourselves.
May our communications
continue in the most beneficial of ways
so that there is wellness, joy, flow and freedom
…and nothing to hold one another back from the possibilities of the new world we each aspire to realize.
And on this path,
we come to know the Truth
of the material world
how it binds us
how it blinds and
confuses us
seduces us
into complacency
fear and limitation.
Likewise, we recognize
how the material world also
creates a fertile ground
for us to know of its
temporality
its impermanence
its conditionality
…and in this knowing
we turn our gaze
and begin the walk
towards our collective
soul self determination
the walk that reunites
us with our own Infinence.
Dear Heart Friend
Whatever illumines your path
I will consider as my Friend
Heart Friend
Wishing you all the
Bright, Joyful
Happinesses of your Heart
Peace peace peace
Metta metta metta
Loving kindness prayers and protection…
Safe travels, Dearest Friend…
See you again and again and again…
Thank you for all the moments in between…
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Santi
Jnaseh
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What is this teaching arising from my Heart
upon encountering you again, differently, dear Heart Friend?
En La Kech
Namaste
05.21.09
~x: very earth-y of you
earth refuge 
:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P05.10.09
Let your heart speak with another’s heart.
Yogi tea quote praktis!
Am feeling through and sitting with my relationship to Heart Friend. Am I taking responsibility for developing and cultivating our relationship/friendship? Am I allowing her to “do” all the work? Emotional work? Inner work? Connecting and balancing ourselves from the inside?
A few days ago, my mind said it wanted to say this, speak this, solve this, attend to this. But at the moment I “had” to speak, I did not feel like that feeling needed to be expressed anymore.
Is this me letting my heart speak to another? Or me judging without me thinking I am judging? Is it my ego playing tricks on me? Is it my being self-righteous?
Let your heart speak to another’s heart.
Am I allowing my heart’s emotions to speak? Or is my heart in fact the stillness and fullness that Is?
Heart chakra? Throat chakra? Connection.
Receive, embrace, praktis, offer, transform…
05.09.09
The heart tightens,
the mind separates…
disarmed by compassion
the mind stills
the heart expands
and reaches across
with a smile.
Letting to,
listening,
hopefully with some depth
looking,
hopefully with kind eyes
feeling,
feeling,
feeling
my truth within.
Vissudha chakra
are you there?
Heart listens
while the
mind spins.
Say it!
C’mon, say it!
But nothing of this moment
within myself seems to
feel a need to say that which
I was feeling.
I was feeling something, before.
Am I still feeling it now?
Maybe?
Yes, somewhat.
But, at this moment, what did I feel like communicating?
Something of the past?
A moment of what happened before?
Because I felt like this, and this, and this…
And I want to tell you because ______???
Because???
At the moment, this didn’t feel right.
What is fear I was welcoming actually?
Or was it my Truth?
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I am meeting you again,
springtime emerge(n)see Heart
and Heart Friend
And as I’ve taken refuge in my Friend
the Breath, so too, do I take refuge in
my Heart, in the Heart of the Universe
in the Heart of Another…
The Heart that Transforms and Heals All
moment to moment rising,
moment to moment beating,
The Heart that Transforms and Heals
The mud and the lotus…
Falling and rising…
gently…
And when I fall,
let me fall,
like a leaf,
without regret…
The rising and the falling
of each breath
the rising and the falling of each moment
knowing the rising and the falling is simply
the moment, and I am the One who receives it…
Knowing the rising and the falling
knowing the emotions as they arrive
knowing the mind, the separation
the return
Soft belly praktis…
Mindfulness…
Disarmed by compassion…
The Refuge of Breath
The Refuge of Heart
Receiving All
Transforming and Healing All
…until the Lotus blooms
…until I reach Enlivenment
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05.02.09
Heart stills,
feelings shift
the Heart remains watching and taking it all in…
Heart embraces all the possibilities the mind and the emotions create
Heart stills
and in the stillness
begins to know itself more…
even just this act of settling into stillness
and trusting the gift and ground of being that is there
trusting that
and trusting the Heart knowing-being quality to “go there”
Where are we going Heart Friend?
What is your present moment?
What is your path?
Where does it lead?
Am I a part of it?
What is next?
Questions, questions, questions???
Grasping?
Leaning into the discomfort?
Exploring the edges of my being?
Clarity in communication…
Throat chakra, heart chakra
mind of love, bodhicitta
What is the praktis of being
at the “intersection” of these
ways of knowing?
What is my Truth?
Heart Catalysts & Openings
My Friend & Teacher
In this Lifetime..
Santi,
Jnaseh
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What happens when my Heart opens a little bit more…
just a tiny bit more than what it was use to…
release just a bit more than usual…
What happens when my Heart wakes up a bit
realizing that a dear Friend is for cherishing, not for keeping and possessing.
What happens when my Heart begins to give more than it wants to receive…
What happens when my Heart becomes a center of energy that extends with gentleness, out of effort, and then at times, out of simply Being…
As if I am praying…as if I am not praying…
What happens when the Heart Friend becomes One’s Beloved in this lifetime, not because there is a promise or vow for reciprocity, commitment and a declaration of being in arelationship…
What happens when I choose someone to be the ONE to whom I will offer the fruits of praktis, heart energies and heart knowings in the best of ways — what happens when I choose my Heart Friend to be the ONE for whom these offerings are made.
What happens when Loving arises with the intention to praktis the paramita of Giving?
What does loving-giving like loving-kindness or selfless loving look like?
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Kalyanamitra,
I celebrate all the ways and infinite possibilities
that are part of your being to coming Home…
I celebrate the vividness, boldness and brightness of being
that is your Vision, that is your way of Seeing deeply and clearly into Life.
I am here, breathing with you and intentionally creating a praktis where
each moment, each act in the historical, is hoping to connect to the ultimate. When I have sat here in front of you, I send you metta, I send you an inner smile and my mind and my heart intends to wish you well. I hope that our communication may continue in the most beneficial of ways so that there is flow and freedom, and nothing to hold you back from the possibilities of the new world you aspire to see.
The material world does bind us
does blind us
and the material world also
creates a limit
for us to know of its
temporality
and ours…
This limitation points
to the completeness
to the fullness
to the ultimate nature
that resides already, within
the mud and the lotus
inter-be
Heart friend
Whatever illumines your path I will consider as my Friend
Heart friend
May you find the happiness that you seek
Heart friend
Thank you for teaching me that
Compassion has no limit
Kindness has no enemy
Heart friend
May the day be filled with light and the nights warm and comforting…
Peace peace
Santi,
Jnaseh
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Kalyanamitra
Beautiful lovely heart friend
Heart catalyst openings
Present moment shiftings
Releasing
Breathing
…Receiving
Om Maha Saraswati Hring Hring Swaha
Dear One…
Saraswati
Singing in my heart
Veena Jarana
HeArtist
Sound healings
Cellular level reorganizings
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My heart drums
while my mind runs
Be Still
Chanting Namo Quan Te Am
And feel my Heart Becoming One with the Sun
1 Comment
January 26, 2009 at 1:35 am
apparently we are on the same page with the play on the word “heART” within our pages. lol. so awesome.