“If you bring forth what is within you”, Jesus says in the Gospel of Thomas, “what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is in you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
I first encountered this quote from Susan Moon and the Manzanita Village writer’s retreat announcement. This year, I’ve been inspired by the idea of EMERGE(N)SEE, a flip-word-play on emergency (so negative our connotation) but also that embedded within this term – language – vibration is the idea of EMERGENCE! YES YES YES to that!
All this to say that I am feeling an urge to more fully explore that which is within me — lest I suppress and allow its under expression to destroy me — as the quote implies.
Really though, simply allowing myself the freedom, self-love and compassion to EMERGE within myself and SEE. SEE it for myself. EMERGE(N)SEE. Let it be revealed. Let it be known.
When I was asked earlier this week by the Tian Gong teacher if I was Buddhist, I was not EMERGIN’ clearly and confidently, fearlessly at that point. My throat chakra was hesitant. And why? Why, I ask myself…
FEAR?
JUST NOT USE TO IT?
PRAKTIS!
PRAKTIS EMERGE(N)SEE!
Praktising emerging, birthing, entering and seeing myself in that new reality, emerged, birthed, entered.
I found the quote above from a different source today:
http://tertiary-education.blogspot.com/
Subheading for this blog:
commencement begins every day
Steppin’
Breathin’
Arrivin’
Comin’ Home
Commencement begins everyday
I graduate every moment
and receive Life fully
in the fullness of myself
I ascend to the depths and heights
and expanses of each moment
capable, spacious, ready, open, receiving, praktising, knowing, being who I am, emerging, offering, contributing
I step, breathe, receive and enter
gratitude fills my being
I enter into the conversation
a conversation with the Universe
a conversation with my Soul
entering the gateway into my True Self
entering into an agreement
a commitment
entering to be present
entering in my entirety
fullness being
completeness
embracing myself
and all that has Emerged for me to See
I AM the I AM
I Achieve Mastery
over my own delusions and fears
all my small living and misperceptions
over my own false habits
Commencement Begins Today!
Commencement Begins Everyday!
REJOICE!